If it's not love, then im a fool...

Read between the lines...
Someone so fine within the line, something i can never have, something i would ever ask for is slipping away bit by bit..Not by death mind you, but a mental illusion of the heart.

How can anyone give up someone so special to me. A person ive waited so many years for... someone i can see myself with.. Ive never felt this way towards anyone before. And to see someone else just giving her up, just like that, it's devastating. And for someone who used to be so string, to be reduced to just another piece of broken china, it's heart breaking even for me to hear about it.

How do you mend a broken heart? One which is not yours..?
And when she doesnt wanna accept your sincerest help?.....

Trip to Boston.

Okays, i just might be home by christmas this year. So which means i really need to spend more time wiht my buds here. Gosh i'll miss you guys so so so much.

We had a small road trip to Boston the other day, my pals and i. It was pretty fun and the ladies got up to a little bit of mischief over there.
Oh, did i mention that i was the only guy escorting 5 beautiful girls?

It so happens we went for a little night out at this bar, and it was ladies night.
So not my scene. But the girls....well let's just say they had a huge portion of fun that night.

That's how much the ladies love him. look at that amount of money he has around his err...thong.
Sexy? i think not.

Men in thongs...what has the world come to?

this is what happens when you're the only guy.
You become the girls; personal camera man. No extra benefits,sadly.
Oh yeah,and you get to watch men in thongs, LIVE.

However, i love the weather in Boston.
Sunny but not too hot. Cool but not cold. Just the right amount of sun and wind.
im wondering how malaysia feels like again. It's gonna take some time for me to get used to malaysia's climate again. sighs.

i'll be home soon.

and i'll miss all of you dearly.

Theatro Club Night.

Theatro was a sweet place to club at. i mean the whole setting of the place was great,and they had everything and anything there.

It sort of beats Ibiza except that the crowd here isnt as big and happening but so what?

The Manchester Warehouse Project rawks.

This was the opening setting. Love their bar. Too bad only VIPs get the tents where they can get up to naughty things..

I didnt get much photos though cos i was too busy oogling at chicks...nah..i was too busy having fun. Wade got 2 shots.
That was a good try at least,for someone who's pissed drunk. ahha.

Love the blue mood here when they slowed down to introduce the DJ.
Look closer and you'll see Edd and Cecily.

This was sort of a lame attempt to get a good shot at the lights. They flickered all over the place though.
That's Alyss btws. And that's Derwin's bald head.

Im gonna miss you people.

Changing Direction

This may probably come as a shock to most of you, im so sorry my Hanover buds, but i may not be making it to our senior year cut which are graduating by next year. Yeah,it's sudden and unexpected but i have decidedly made up my mind.

I love you guys at Hanover, seriously i do.

But my calling is just something else already. I love everything ive studied so far and yes, even biomedical class, at times. I love all you sorority babes and you jackasses from the pledge team.

The story here:

Im already a legally working partner of Morphosys tech. And yes contrary to popular belief, ia m earning $ xx,xxx per month.
Hence i dont see the need to further my studies till graduation as it is a waste of time in pursuit of something which i already am part of. Well,i got a lucky break and maybe some of you may get it to. It's just that i dont see the point of me wasting more time than i should.

Ive got time. Ive got money. (hard earned, mind you. ive learnt my lesson.)
*yes now i know money is definitely hard work and no fun. So no more fooling around with money or flashing it around or unnecessary splurges.*

So since i have the neccessities, i have decided to take up ADVERTISING.

Im not putting this idea out front just because.
You see, Morphosys is still a growing company and my aunt who's CEO is supporting any means of sky rocketing Morphosys to the international status and show the world what we're capable of.
Yes, i believe Morphosys does have potential. And i would definitely invest in it.

Which is why in my efforts to make that vision a reality, i am planning to pursue Advertising and to then do my part for the company. No worries, i'll still be working in Morphosys with my Biotech knowledge and stuff. Consider Advertising as a sideline to improve Morphosys.

Sadly, id be returning to Malaysia.
Yes, i am considering on enrolling in The One Academy.
Ive reviewed their brochures and their website. I think they have potential, and it was highly recommended by many.
Am still comparing with certain rival colleges as well.

I'll miss everyone dearly.
Will be back for frequent visits. ;)

Ibiza party & club.

Well i forgot to mention about my fun last month (sometime in August) where i went the my 'bros before hoes' to Ibiza for the Ibiza Party of the year. And man it was awesome.. Lemme give you a list of the DJs present.

The DJ's:
David Vendetta
Da Fresh
Anton X
Freddy
David Asko
Dim Chris
David Guetta

I can tell you that David Guetta was the bomb. All of us loves his quote, right on his tee shirto. "FUCK me im famous!" except that he replaced fuck with f***. But he really rocks. Cammies arent allowed in the vicinity but we managed to sneak in Bradley's cammie. And oh fuck me ive got this perfect sharp shot of David Guetta in the most perrrfect moment. I can so be a photographer.
Sadly though that's the furthest i got to go before some official looking asses started coming over with those bulldog looks. Fuggers. It's David Guetta for yr mama's sake man.

It was really an awesome night. Ive neevr had this much fun in a  long long time. cheers to wade who got us passes and tickets to ibiza. Ibiza aint a bad place u'know. It's much like hawaii but it's chock full of Latino babes. Hot hot hot.
It was the hottest night ever. So full of babes & boys i can just barely see my way through.
This club is "Home of La Troya". No idea why they called it that but it rocks hard. Look, they are modern retroish and they even have that retro disco ball up there. Coolios.

Unfortunately these are the only few shots we boys managed for our fabulous trip to Ibiza. The management there is fuggin tight. security is on the roll,catching cammie boys and making out couples. "Get a room people."

It's sad that we only stayed for a night. Cos Wade bought return tickets for the next day. Idiocy bro,seriously.
But hey, at least he managed to sleep with one HOT ibiza chick. Dude,ure a dog.
dont worry about me though, i didnt sleep with anyone..im still very clean. I swear.

Another one of the stupidest thing that happened was that our return flight to Europe was at 6am. Fuuck.
Considering we got there one day before at 10am, then we party from 11pm till 4am. Slept an hour or so until we have to head off again at fucking 6am to the airport. Next time, im buying tickets.

The Ibiza airport.